sheep without a shepard? a country without a compass and course, navigating unsustainable waters

hello fans and spring maidens,
my blogger clock sounded an alarm!! its been a long time since I've been word "processing" on succinct news!! The world is in desperate need of "good news"... Just any old news will not do. There have been many up's and down's since I last gave you a report. Today im keeping it real and to be honest , I have not done my omg homework as the realities and necessities of life have taken a new turn. One persistent theme, thoughout the first responder training is this..Sustainability!! I am still looking for that "golden" ticket of sustainable life though I see no encouragement from our current administration except for the big govt and big healthcare partnership that seems to be putting the average American and folk , out of a job.. a next egg, a life of normal security and sustainability. Let me not dwell on the evils of the current "high unemployment", high disability, and otherwise bleak and weak jobs report. How does one keep identity, keep momentum and even keep a balance with reality and cerebral workouts without losing total faith? it's not easy being a "victim" of the current "recession". The recovery, I've read, is no where on the radar and that means loingterm recession. Though I've personally seen some "bright spots" of hope in the economy, even with my own contribution of solar clean energy independence passion and growth, it is an otherwise "lottery" life with high rolling risks and gambles. Half of the country is still unemployed, struggling, on govt. services or food stamps and the outlook is not good. The president has promised "jobs" since he was elected the first time.. 5 years ago. I haven't seen any real "recovery" with respect to those "empty" promises given as campaign speeches to win the elections. We need a president who can "back" up his promises. The college grads.. and placement? What is being done to keep more jobs here in the USA and given to our worthy and exceptional students who need to start life on an independent note. What is being done to pump up the manufacturing sector of our country to keep the middle class functional and alive?? what is being done to keep a standard that is scandal-free, even in our government and whitehouse?  it seems to me that there is only one business. the business of charity and we know that is not sustainable. the peeps, at least in America , need to be on the cutting edge and especially with their own destiny and independence. It's practically a founding fathers amendment to pursue happiness.. and the life of sustainable, prosperous decency that includes of course academic standards, health standards, prolife standards and standards of faith that only our country has incorporated in founding documents. Our American democracy is on the line peeps.and  if you are an older citizen, a boomer like me..or even a mini-boomer, you are no doubt with excess anxiety even while reading this because our govt. is seemingly off-course and having no map but corrupt dealings and criminal intents to take "freedoms" from the people at will.. and I am most certainly speaking about the invasions of peoples personal finance by the IRS and other fresh scandals that have taken place. What we need succinctly is a govt. that can swim succinctly and not sink.. like the titanic!! It seems like those in our families , those close to us and everyone we know has experienced the deadly and toxic loss of sustainable incomes. What happens when the "people" cannot keep their employment, homes, balance and direction? Generally , there is an erosion of ethics and life becomes cheap. The govt. is not rescuing with "services" because services have grown corrupt and political. It seems that charities are mixed with violence as witnessed in the boston terror bombing on 4 15 2013. (patriots day).. I read that there were many charities involved that day and I don't mean the charities that were eventually created for the bombing victims. Our entire life today in America seems to revolve the "events" of violence and the creation of many charities for the victims without real solutions or prevention or even sustainable income that may prevent these acts from even taking place. Desperation is driving the industry of terror and first responder elements even since 9-11 in NYC.. Has this business replaced the business of what once was a robust and healthy economy? There are criminal elements in every level of government and in our world today. A sad comment. There must be positive things we can do with our time while waiting for the next opportunity. the next positive feeling or the next "gold rush"??  people are not meant to be "warehoused" in homeless motel rooms or processed like "meat" for the next gulag? I have never witnessed so much dysfunction in our government as now. As this very moment reveals that life is not being revered, that the people are needing to have their identity reclaimed, that we are all being held hostage to the terror of unsustainability and that we all need to "breathe" some good news. ! young people are aging, due to the situations that are so hostile in the economy. Parents may have been forced to move again and again just to find sustainable work. Our schools , in my opinion , are lacking basics.  while im an advocate for homeschooling , I am also formally educated to teach  the elementary grades of public school. I see a loss of "American history" that is so vital to the development of "appreciation" of our form of government, free democracy, and all that capitalism can be with effective leadership and sense of urgency! Well there is some good news and im happy to report , it is about the green energy business. Families are embracing solar sustainable homes and a clean energy lifestyle and my business, bittersweet farms , will join those that are making a difference for the "for profit" network. Solar energy is being taught in schools. It is being offered as a renewable energy